My mom is the sweetest and the funniest person you’ll ever come across
i want to be like her one day :)
woah ! just got back from new year’s eve party !
my legs are killing me T^T but i had an awesome party and countdown ….now i’m just spending rest of the night with my dear tumblr LOL happy new year everyone …we all had shit year in 2011 , wooop i hope 2012 brings you lots of joys and crazy adventures …iloveyouall <3
i can’t remember the last time i was genuinely happy…
Can’t think of a title ..
Do you think the way i’m smiling and laughing right now is easy ? do you think my life’s fair ? do you think i have it easy ? If you think yes, then think twice because I’m the girl that cries every night but stands back in her feet the next day like nothing happened, smiles and jokes like she doesnt know what sadness is… the girl that doesnt always gets what she wants.. just STOP assuming things and blaming the world and me for your problems, dont say i dont understand sadness …
I’m sick and tired of people around me
Okey, if you’re gonna chat fucking shit behind my back and act all nice and sweet in front of me, don’t talk to me at all….if this is what’s gonna happen, I’m better off without friends,seriously I’m fucking tired of explaining what happened and clarifying stuffs….think what you want to think …..I really don’t have any more fucks to give ….I don’t live to please all of you. If you don’t know the whole story then keep ur motherfucking big ass mouth shut …thanks for ruining my day.
It’s finally making sense…
Its getting clearer of what i want from life now.. i’ve been really confused but now being alone and having plenty of time to think, everything’s coming together and makes sense :) …Being my own boss and not caring what others think of me. I can finally say i’m happy with my life
Christmas wish list…
- MONEY !
- very sweet morning messages that will make my day
- lots of smiles and laugh
- LOTS OF FOOD !
- a job
- good grades
Lastly i want everyone around me to be happy :)
Last month of 2011
Few more weeks…I hope these last weeks would be less stressful, more joyful :)
2011 has been a life-long lesson for me. I can’t believe how much a life can change in just a year. I had hard times, but i got through it somehow..it gives me hope that no matter how bad the problem is, there is always a way. I am soo ready for all the challenges 2012 holds for me…bring it on ..yeah !!!!
I’m tired of being nice to people..
they either think i like them or i’m fake ..seriously fuck it.
It might be difficult, but its not impossible. Stop depending on others for happiness because when they leave, they’ll eventually take your happiness away too. If you want to be happy, believe in yourself and the only one that can make you happy is YOU. Be thankful for every little things, smile to strangers, don’t expect, free yourself from worries, hate and sorrows. Just don’t wait there for hard times to pass, stand up and make it happen. Life’s a bitch, its not easy, but the one who smiles through tears, holds on and never stops trying wins the battle. Every minute you frown is the minute of happiness wasted. So don’t waste something so precious and make your days better with a warm smile ♥
I want you to be happy again…
I see you reblogging sad quotes and posts every time i log into tumblr. I don’t even know if you’ll come across this post but you’ll know its for you once you read it all …..I understand what you’re going through right now, you might say i don’t..maybe its true cos i haven’t walked in your shoes to know exactly how you feel. But You, listen to every single words i say in this post.. things will get better, I promise. Keep holding on just a little bit longer. I know you feel like nobody really cares. You’re wrong, your family cares, your loved one cares, I care, otherwise I wouldn’t be writing this note. You’re not alone, we may be not be blood related but i know for sure that i love you with all my heart and never want to see you sad. You’re beautiful and amazing and don’t ever ever let anyone make you feel less. You deserve every happiness in the world. That guy who let you go doesn’t know he lost a girl who would never give up on him. Everything happens for a reason and never regret anything. So chin up girl, and move every muscles it takes to turn that frown into smile. Take this situation as lesson, and i have complete faith in you that you’ll be stronger, brighter, wiser person. Just letting you know, whatever happens, i’ll be standing right next to you whenever you need me , I love you sister ♥
insecurities, loneliness, fears, not being good enough, society, jealousy, hatred, ignorance, sadness, regrets, mistakes, imperfections, secrets, death.
I won’t let you bring me down anymore…
I don’t understand my own feelings,
Its those days when you really don’t know what you want. I just hate when I have no control over my emotions. Its like you don’t want to cry but tears won’t stop falling. People’s comforting words won’t even help. You just want to lie down in the corner alone and think, think about all the things happening lately …